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[breakmychest]

So wait, there are people from off the Barge getting on the journals or something?

Right. I'm Spike, I'm a Warden, blah blah blah, anyone I know around?

...Buffy, maybe?

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[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

You'll have a job.

[bigbad]

Well, I'm good at killing vampires. Had lots of practice since I met you.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Me, too. But good luck with the dick measuring contest.

[bigbad]

It's not-- look, I don't know what else to do. Seeing you like this...

[He trails off, shaking his head.]

Where was I?

[If the answer's LA, he doesn't think he'll ever be able to forgive himself.]

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Looking for Drusilla.

Weird thing to say, Spike, considering how you told me this was a good look. You sure you didn't just snack on a bunch of crackheads?

[bigbad]

I haven't even had human blood in years.

And it's really, really not a good look. It's... it's all wrong, you being like that.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Year

What...? We were just arguing. The hell are you talking about?

[bigbad]

...I haven't seen you since you left the barge. You know, about five minutes after we started seeing each other?

[...he's a little sore about it.]

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Seeing eachother, Spike...?

[bigbad]

[Sigh] Never mind. You're not the woman I love anymore. You're... a vampire.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

So're you and Drusilla. What's that got to do with anything?

[bigbad]

I'd be human again if I had a choice.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

And this affects me, how?

Wait a minute! Back up! Love anymore? The hell, Spike?!

[bigbad]

...this isn't exactly something new. Seeing as I got my soul for you. Well, the living you. Guessing now you don't appreciate the gesture as much.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

You went full Angel?

Wait... This is one of those 'really weird other reality' things, isn't it?

[bigbad]

What? No! Angel's is a curse. I earned mine.

It bloody better be.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Well, that's... Special.

[bigbad]

The real Buffy liked it.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Like I used to love kicking your ass?

'Real' Buffy... That's cute...

[bigbad]

That never really changed. First time we slept together started out as a fight.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Well, looks like you kept that talent for disturbing mental pictures...

[bigbad]

If we're talking disturbing images, pet, you take the bloody cake.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

Nope. Yours was definitely worse. And I say that in the spirit of both truth and mighty conviction.

[bigbad]

Well, it's not like you can see yourself, having no reflection and all. There's nothing wrong with me being with the woman I love.

God, this is so wrong.

[fangy-summers.livejournal.com]

You can sure as hell say that again...