XXXVI--video;

[breakmychest]

Well, that was interesting. Glad I didn't revert. That would have been... bloody.

[He looks distant for a moment, then shakes his head and smiles.]

Makes you appreciate what you've got today, though, doesn't it? Unless things were better then, I suppose.

[Locked to Buffy]

How are you, love? I know thinking about Angel, especially at that point, must have hurt. You all right?

[The fact that she was thinking about how she'd just slept with Angel doesn't bother him at all. No, that's not sarcasm, he's seriously fine.]

[Locked to Andrew]

Well, you were a good ten times as obnoxious then as you are now.

[This his way of paying you a compliment. Appreciate it.]



[ooc: so I finally settled on jealousy as what's changing about Spike, especially when it comes to Angel, but all over, really. He just plain isn't worried about it.]

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[Spam!]

[bigbad]

[He watches her carefully.] That bad, huh? [He walks over to her.] I know how hard that year was on you. I was there, remember?

[Spam!]

[slayage]

[Buffy lets out a sound resembling a quiet sigh.] I don't really think you can know.

Still, where I went back to, not all bad. That was before the soul-crushing pain. Like, right before.

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

Yeah, losing your virginity, not all bad without knowing the boy went bad the next morning. [He winces a little.] Sorry about, you know, telling you that.

[Spam!]

[slayage]

[Slow nod, then a reassuring smile.] Not to worry. It's not like I was in the running for nicest Slayer in the world. You handled it okay.

[Buffy moves to sit on her bed.] I think I really need to start writing things down again with all the crazy that happens here. I used to keep a diary.

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

[Spike sits next to her, one arm behind her, though he's not touching her, just turned towards her.] You thought I was your enemy. That I managed to talk you out of putting something wooden through me was a victory, as far as I'm concerned.

Angel mentioned that, I think. When'd you stop?

[Spam!]

[slayage]

[Buffy smirked a little at that.] It's funny. I never staked you all those years. Even when I had the chance to.

[Siiiigh.] My last entry was pretty much an ode to evil boyfriends.

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

Had a few of those, haven't you? [He doesn't sound judgmental or upset. He's just stating a fact.]

I do appreciate that, you know. I really prefer a non-dusty look. [He looks at her softly.] I never bit you, either. And my mouth's been on your neck a time or two.

[Spam!]

[slayage]

Different kinds of evil. [Shrug.]

Well, you sorta did, but you were experiencing the joys of evil brainwashing.

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

Oh, please, that wasn't a bite. That was hardly even a lick. And it let me snap out of the evil brainwashing so all and all, not so bad, huh? [He smirks triumphantly at her.]

[Spam!]

[slayage]

[Slow grin.] Our lives are not like other people's lives.

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

[He gives her an amused look.] Finally caught on to that, have you?

[Spam!]

[slayage]

[She just smiles at that.] Next time, can you be the flooded one and me be me?

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

Can't really pick that, unfortunately. But in this case? I'm glad it was you. Least you weren't killing.

[Spam!]

[slayage]

True. Really didn't wanna have to kill you again. [Sad half-smile.]

[Spam!]

[bigbad]

Yeah, really don't want you to have to. [He rubbed his chest a little, though the spot where she staked him has long since stopped hurting.] Bit unpleasant.