breakmychest | XIII -- voice -- filtered from Drusilla;

[Guess who just reached School Hard in his Buffy rewatch? It was a weird experience. On the bright side, Spike comes off as very cool, and the part where he incinerated the Anointed One, well, he's just bloody badass. There's a small part of him that's flattered at the part where Angel talks about how terrifying an enemy he is. And of course, he and Buffy fight brilliantly together. Even if it's just actors, and it's... bloody weird. He's already decided that watching the commentary and such is more than he can take.

He also isn't crazy about seeing himself kill again. And watching Buffy with Angel, knowing how that'll turn out, seeing things he was clearly never meant to witness. Then there's Drusilla. The former love of his life, back when things were good between the two of them. Her being here is confusing and difficult and he wishes he weren't this affected. But he's always love's bitch, even if he's no longer in love with the woman in question.

God, he misses Buffy.]

So, who's found out they're fictional somewhere? And if you have, did you manage to find it? Did you bother looking? Was it... like your life?

[A pause.]

One of the new inmates, Drusilla, she's from my world. She's bloody insane and incredibly deadly. [It's one of those things he used to love about her.] I think she doesn't have a warden yet, so I guess you can talk to me if she gives you trouble. If anyone can help, it's me. Probably.

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Lestat wrote a book, and I'm in it. Tony says it was a moving picture in his world. I wish he would die just so I could kill him here.

Lestat wrote it?

Hes another vampire. Is he real in your world?

No, he's not real. He's, well, a character in a book.

Well he's real in my world, he made me. Also I hate him.

I'm pretty sure I'd hate him too.

He was always nice, and wonderful, and everyone loved him like he was some damn angel.
And he was! Just once I wanted to see him fall and get trampled by the world. Why is that so much to ask?

In the Salem port, there were Daleks, as costumes and toys, sufficed to say, the real life versions don't inspire such adulation. I was also remarked on as someone who looked like 'Peter Davison'. Given the portrayal that my own people have given me was less than desirable, you can imagine my not wanting to find out how it travelled across a dimension.

Ever since you told me, I haven't tried looking, no.

I haven't bothered finding the films. I already know what happened in my own fucking life.

Supposedly some people know who I am, which pisses me off. But I wouldn't consider anyone aboard this heap fictional. It seems disrespectful of an actual life they've lived.

I believe I'm real enough. I suppose that's what counts.

I did. I didn't even consider watching it. I destroyed it as soon as I found it.

And it was real to me, so 'fictional' doesn't come into it, as far as I'm concerned.

[She holds up a Torchwood DVD box set to the camera and looks less than pleased about it. The photo of herself on the cover also does not look happy. :c]

I bought this in New York, last year. I haven't watched it yet, and...I don't know that I'm ever going to.

[Spike holds up one of the later Buffy DVD box sets. It's got him and Buffy on it.] I've been watching mine. It's bloody weird. But I've got to know what people watching this show would know.

I'm watching mine.

Anyway, I'm not saying anyone's not real. It's a different dimension thingy. Who knows how that works?

Don't you find it a little distasteful? That someone uses your life as... entertainment?

I know everyone here's real. But it's bloody weird finding out somewhere else you're not.

Well, yeah. That's not what I meant. I know rot about dimensional theory, but I'd bet that it's got something to do with it. Bleedthrough or something. There's a girl I knew once, she could probably figure it out.

And you're not curious what it looks like from the other side?

Something I still don't remember.

Maybe you were portrayed as an anti-hero or something. A rebel.

Because if you do, you're just being petty and jealous.

[Spike's not insulting him. He knows the feeling. He's only recently started getting along with Angel at all.]

I find it a lot distasteful. And I've only seen one episode with me even in it!

There was a film about how I died.

Why did you decide to watch it in the end, anyway?

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Because Doctor Who canon punctured itself in it's own show...

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Doctor Who is awesome.

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