XXVIII -- voice;

[breakmychest]

And just like that, no more Dru. Can't say I'll miss her, exactly, but I'd have liked it if she could've graduated. I mean, we had fun, back in the bad old days. Not saying I'd go back to being an evil killer. There's the soul-crushing guilt keeping me from that, and besides, I like being a hero. I'm way better at it than I ever was at being the Big Bad.

[He's quiet for a moment.]

Still, before she turned me, I was a bloody pathetic poofter. People were calling me "William the Bloody" started before I died, you know, and it wasn't because of anything violent. It was because my poetry was so bloody awful.

[Why did he say that? Spike doesn't tell anyone that. He had more to say, but he just shuts off the journal before he can. He's afraid of what might come out.]

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[darknessb4me]

Change of heart, hm?

[whattheytellyou.livejournal.com]

...I'm sure it wasn't that bad.

[82prctmoremanly.livejournal.com]

Wait, Dru like Drusilla? That's the vampire that was here? Dude. Isn't she, like, psycho? And your ex-girlfriend? You could have told me! [Don't you love well-read Watcher Andrew?]

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[slayage]

[She almost comments on Dru, but decides not to. Inside she is happily celebrating her departure. Now, it's time to comment on the true nature of his nickname.

Buffy is trying not to grin, but is failing horribly. It's obvious that she may have had a laughing session before turning on the video, as he cheeks are a little red still.. From all the laughing.]

Why am I not surprised? You think I would be.